IN SHORT:
UPRIGHT: Disappointment, abandonment, withdrawal, escapism. walking away. giving up on a situation. runaway from conflict and intimacy.
REVERSED: Trying one more time, indecision, aimless drifting, living with secrets. working on oneself. Lingering.
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No one is more qualified than you are to decide how you live; no one should be able to vote on what you do with your time and your potential unless you invite them to.
–crimethinc. Days of War, Nights of Love
IN DEPTH:
In the dead of night, a young punk leaves the place they had been calling home until recently. It’s not the first time, and it doesn’t feel like it will be the last. It feels like things always end this way. It’s just the quiet ending of another trauma cycle. Glancing back at the stack of beers from the previous night they know exactly why they cannot stay here any longer. This place is something that has been outgrown, the dynamic here cannot hold space for you and what you are becoming. It’s just too fucked up now. Will the others in this squat wonder why: “Why did you just disappear like that?” Also do the ones that did this—that made being here unbearable—do they even know what they did? How cruel it was? Or was it all some kind of elaborate misunderstanding? It doesn’t really matter, because at your core you know the future is somewhere else. Other life-worlds are possible
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